Hi
I appreciate that you reach out with your concern
With given information I understand that you are suffering from OCD
OCD occurs due to lack of serotonin harmone or some disturbance in the brain circuit
You need therapy along with meds
Next Steps
To manage OCD (Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder), consult a mental health specialist for a personalized treatment plan. This may include cognitive-behavioral therapy (CBT), exposure and response prevention (ERP), and, in some cases, medication. Self-help strategies like mindfulness and journaling can complement professional treatment. Don't hesitate to seek assistance; OCD is treatable.
Health Tips
Progressive Muscle relaxation techniques do atleast twice in a day(watch in YouTube)