I think you may have become over dependent on him, in terms of acceptance and approval. More than love sometimes we become dependent to feel wanted. This leads to fear of rejection, anxiety of future, fear of losing, and we cling on more to reduce our anxiety. This shows up as demanding, aggression, adamant behaviours.
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kindly work on your self worth and respect. Give space in the relationship and take a step back and give yourself distractions and involve in your life with more focus.