Hello there,
As i can see you are suffering from OCD and Derealization. Where in you believe what you see isnt real or isnt happening. OCD if left untreated for long can result in such problems.
You must understand that this Disorder will not go on its own, it will create problems at every front in your life. OCD is manageable with medications and Therapy. Its a long process but its worth.
Next Steps
Consult a Psychiatrist and start antiOCD medicines.
Health Tips
Do not delay treatment as things may worsen overtime.