Hi mam
Good afternoon
I can understand ur concerns about ur current mental condition.
Symptoms like hypersomnia or insomnia, feeling sad and dull, crying spells, poor social and occupational functioning favour towards diagnosis of depression which is a stress related disorder.
To overcome of this condition...u need the help of a psychiatrist who can guide u in proper diagnosis and treatment
Next Steps
please consult a psychiatrist immediately
Health Tips
to overcome those thoughts...
1.plz get urself involved with some work.
2.spend time with friends and family members
3.bring back ur old hobbies
4.try to smile and interact with people around u
5.regular physical activity
6.maintain good sleep hygine
7.dont expect anything from anyone
8.dont think about ur past.
9.start enjoying your life