Hello! My sincere apologies for such an awful experience u had to go through.
As of now all that u need to do is to be strong and move on.
U are experiencing symptoms of acute stress disorder which may even be post traumatic stress disorder which needs to be addressed
Next Steps
u could consult a nearby psychiatrist/ take our hospitals help (both psychiatrist and psychologist) asap
Health Tips
stay strong! u can handle this! and u will!