I understand your situation. More clarity is needed regarding your problem to decide on the severity of your condition. However panic disorder is easily manageable with appropriate treatment, so that dysfunction due to the same can be reduced and your quality of life will improve. Some therapy sessions along with medical help might be useful for you. I would also be more than happy to help you with that if you are looking for online assistance. Discussions will be held confidential. You can directly consult with me through Practo as needed. Online chat consultation is available.