Sorry to hear about your situation.
Sounds like you are going through lot of stress which is causing mental agony to an extent of committing suicide. Unfortunately one can only take/deal with certain amount of stress from whatever source. There comes a time, one needs professional help. Hence I suggest that you consult psychiatrist without delay for assessment and treatment/support.
Best wishes.
Answered2017-08-09 07:56:20
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