Hello there. Sorry to hear of your troubles. From the limited description you have given it is possible that you may be going through depression. It can be only clarified following a consultation. Kindly arrange to meet with a psychiatrist who can evaluate you in detail and provide you the appropriate treatment. It would be good to do a physical evaluation to rule out other medical causes like
vitamin deficiencies,
thyroid dysfunction, etc. Your psychiatrist can guide you in this too. Your problems can be very well helped by appropriate medical and psychological attention. Best wishes.
Next Steps
Please reach out to a psychiatrist and explain your difficulty. Your doctor will do the needful.
Health Tips
Very often we can feel hopeless when facing such a situation. Thankfully there is help available. Take that first step of meeting a nearest available psychiatrist today itself.