Hello, What is happening to you is highly likely to be linked to a disturbance in mental health. Possibility of Generalized anxiety disorder, panic disorder, depression, earl psychosis etc will have to be evaluated. Hence my suggestion for you is to please seek a consultation with a psychiatrist near you for comprehensive assessment and further management. I am reasonably sure that your condition can be helped with proper guidance and treatment.. Marriage is an important life event which can be a significant stressor. The impact is higher in indian females because of psychosocial factors. Hence please do not hesitate or delay in seeking help. Hope this helps you. Best wishes for your health and future.