Hello,
I can understand the level of difficulties you must be facing which have led to current scenario including self harm. My polite but strong suggestion for you is to seek a consultation with a psychiatrist near you at the earliest. A comprehensive assessment will be required before understanding your mental health. Self harm may be sign of pain and despair which have built up inside you for all this time. However a psychiatrist will find and help you understand psychological and medical reasons behind such behavior. Depression, stress, anxiety, maladaptive personality etc are usual reasons behind deliberate self harm, however the reason in you will need to be understood after thorough evaluation. Your condition can be helped by a psychiatrist who will try to understand you as a person, your mental state, and may help you with a combination of medication and psychological intervention. These steps will help you regain control of your life and make your outlook towards life positive again. Hope this helps you. Best wishes for your health and future.
Next Steps
Please meet a psychiatrist near you for comprehensive assessment and further management.
Health Tips
Please try to be around people who are concerned about you, and please seek a consultation early and try to refrain from deliberate self harm till then.. Be assured that help will be available if you take the first step
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