Hello,
These symptoms suggest more towards personality issues. You may have feeling of emptiness, anger issues, impulsivity, difficulty in controlling anger, fear that you will be left all alone, impulses to harm yourself etc. These symptoms with time starts affecting your social and working life. These symptoms can be taken care off by psychological therapy and medications.
Next Steps
Contact nearby neuropsychiatric clinic as soon. You can contact me for further help.
Health Tips
Do not take any decision impulsively for which you have to regret later.