Hi sir
Good afternoon
I can understand the pain and suffering that ur going through in ur life. But...I can surely assure you that u can overcome all this hurdles with proper clinical diagnosis of ur problem and proper treatment.
As u described above by u....ur symptoms favour towards affective disorder like depression or dysthymia which respond well to medications and counselling.
Next Steps
consult a psychiatrist immediately to reconfirm the diagnosis and promt early treatment
Health Tips
1.never skip dose of the drug
2.practice: regular exercise or walking or yoga
3.always try to keep yourself involved in some work.
4.maintain good sleep hygine
5.try to enjoy every aspect of ur life. it can ur daily work or spending time with ur family.
6.bring back ur old hobbies
7.never expect anything from others
8.never compare with anyone