Hi. Thank you for sharing about your inner world and being courageous to seek professional help.
I am sorry that you are going through a tough time. Mental health counseling and psychotherapy with a mental health professional can help you. Feel free to connect with a Psychologist/ Psychiatrist.
In addition, it is important to understand WHERE these thoughts are coming from and what is making you feel upset or helpless to that extent. Because you are in a vulnerable state right now, it is important that you stay with a trusted adult at all times.
Some mental health suicide helplines:
-iCall Psychosocial Helpline
-Jeevan Aastha Helpline
-Kiran Helpline
For daily mental health insights and tips, follow @TherapyWithShaurya on Instagram. You will also find a free of cost mental health safety plan if you click on the link on the profile- you can download and keep it with you at all times.
Take good care. There is always hope.
Next Steps
Contact for mental health counseling/ psychotherapy sessions.
Health Tips
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