The very fact that you acknowledge that you are mentally disturbed, cures half of your problems. Relax. Challenges come if life of everyone. You need to accept them bravely. Identify your weak areas of handling them and work on them. It's easy to take anti depressants and get a quick solution but these medications are addictive and afterall chemicals going into your body and loading your systems to excrete them. Best thing to do is to reset your day's schedule. Be consciously active. Do some breathing exercises. Make some positive affirmations. Indulge in any hobby of yours, even if it is listening to music. Do some brain gym exercises like sudoku or any online mental game. Meet your friends and share your issues with your bestie. Do journalling. This is the best way to decode yourself. Write everything that comes to your mind, good, bad, ugly. This will help you decode your issues. And yes, try meditation once you feel better. You can also call an NGO names ' VOICE THAT CARES'. Both side anonymity is practiced and you can get counseled by one of the volunteers. It's free of cost too.
Remember, where there is a WILL, THERE IS A WAY. Self pity is the worst thing. Stop putting yourself. Take charge of yourself.
And if you are able to do even 5% of these, you shall be fine in few months forever and become your own doctor.
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