I am suffering from un controlled good/bad thoughts, repeated scenes, pretty much excited all about deaths, life is like a damn knowing thing in view of childhood wishes and pre determined thoughts thoughts misuse regarding situations and expecting situations Two worst un forgettable life changing experiences 1. thefting a 10 rupee note in childhood in school and 2. thefting a material ***** very much for being deceived friendship bad childhood and worse teenage particularly mind sensitive period from intermediate to till my dads death some sort of feelings emotions and imaginations are deeply involved pretty much eager to know what had gone wrong with me in this life or past life