I've low self esteem, constant fear of violence that engulfs my mind involuntarily which i often imagine and and see in dreams. Hv witnessed and faced a lot of emotional abuse at home since childhood. It all took a toll after my mother expired 3yrs ago, and there arose a constant gap between my father and us siblings. i hv this tendency that i easily give up, i try to escape real life problems. I try many times to keep my cool and not get affected, even trivial issues bother me now.