hi I am sorry for this situation, can understand your life up's and down. In some situations we will be confuse to take the decision. this negative thing is causing you psychological disturbance, later it might direct to physical also. As this is not the place to discuss in detail, you can approach to the psychologist in your place. I am sure they will help you to over come the disturbance and handle the issue in better way. is it that you need work on interpersonal relationship. do you feel that. Introspection will help you to know yourself better and help you to work on your weakness. take care stay positive, have confidence
Next Steps
visit psychologist
Health Tips
try to spend the time with others whom you trust and feel free to share your feelings.