Teenagers face a problem of attachment and friendship. This is my first year into college and I'm too having the same problem. But mine one is a bit different. I used to trust anyone easily earlier but due to some instances I rarely trust anyone and when I do it's like I won't give up on that person. So I had a best friend (a girl actually) whom I trust more than anyone else but due to increased closeness we started having fights (from my besties side). These fights led to end of our friendship because somewhere or the other I had started loving her (maybe). Now I don't see a single chance of forgiving me from her side (as she already gave me 9 chances which are much more than enough). Now I'm not able to keep myself happy (as I saw my happiness in the time spent with her) and I'm not able to concentrate on my studies and other things. Also sometimes I think of leaving all this and starting with a new life. I tried to harm myself twice. This has also led to depression once.