Dear friend,
Firstly please do not read much about psychological disorders from the internet. Only a professional can help you to the optimum.
Depression can cause a permanent personality problem. But can be cured at any stage. The symptoms you have mentioned need further clarifications and require more details.
One thing that is sure is that your condition can be cured.
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