Dear mam,
From your description, there appears a problem in your personality and your way of thinking, which is completely not your fault. It is great you are seeking help for this. Considering prior history of mental health issues in family, I expect that there would be other stressors as well, which have affected your thinking and personality. Hence, this problem today. Also, you shall need a complete evaluation by a psychiatrist for the same and a combination of medicines and psychotherapy would help you the best.
Regards!
Answered2016-10-08 12:27:42
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