Hi Im sorry.. You know sometimes even when we are capable our stress makes us feel crippled and helpless... Lets talk about it in detail. Dont give up or lose hope Consult with me or any psychologist for therapy and counseling online All the best :)

Dear Practo user you have mentioned so many issues in single paragraph. We can solve each issue one by one because during this confusion there are many thoughts running simultaneously. Without knowing motive of life please do not think about end Suicide is a sin also Please please consult with psychiatrist /psychologist or talk to your family /neighbours to whom you know Call on local helpline if possible.

You seem to be suffering from depression because of all the recent stress and anxiety. Although it seems hopeless, taking help will definitely reduce the burden. Please consult a Psychiatrist for medication and counselling to reduce the anxiety and low mood.

Please consult a psychiatrist as soon as possible. You need medications. If not possible in person at least do a online consultation. Do not stay alone stay with a family member or a friend always.