Dear you,
Medicines work on the physiological part .
Example- there was a fire (suicidal thought), You added water (Medicines). You stop water, again fire. You add water (medicine). Along with adding water You have to look for the reason that is causing fire. (Stressors).
To find the cause of fire You will require a detective partner (counsellor).
So along with meds take counselling. Then there will come a day when you can stop adding water . As you will be able to stop the stressor.
Next Steps
Get a counsellor/therapist
Health Tips
do it. it will be beneficial in long run