Hi
It sounds like there is a lot on your mind and there are certain thoughts and feelings that you are keeping inside you. You have been carrying a baggage for a long time and you want to get it off your chest. You don't want to think too much of the past and you want to move on and feel happy. To feel better consult a psychologist and talk about the possible reasons for feeling anxious, depressed, and angry. With a psychologist you can talk about thoughts, feelings, and emotions that are bottled up inside. Therapy is a warm and comfortable space to talk about anything that is bothering you.
Next Steps
Consult a psychologist.
Health Tips
Contact me for counselling sessions. Along with counselling I can suggest natural foods to calm the mind.