Hi, thank you for bravely sharing your experience. What you’re going through sounds incredibly difficult, and I want you to know that you are not alone.
From what you've shared, it seems like you may be dealing with Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD) or Panic Disorder, possibly with a genetic vulnerability. The physical symptoms like palpitations, stomach upset, and "ghabrahat" when traveling or being alone are very common in anxiety-related conditions.
Next Steps
1. Consult a Psychiatrist Again
2. Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) is very effective for anxiety and overthinking. A trained psychologist can help you.:
a. Break the cycle of negative thoughts.
b. Work on confidence and self-esteem.
c. Gradually overcome fear of traveling or riding.
Health Tips
1. Exercise regularly, even a brisk walk helps.
2. Sleep well and maintain a regular schedule.
3. Practice deep breathing or mindfulness meditation daily (even 10 minutes can help).
4. Reduce caffeine,
sugar, and alcohol as they worsen anxiety.