Hi,
I can understand,It would be really hard for you to take care of yourself & your child when you are in an environment which is mentally, emotionally & verbally abusive. I would suggest you to stand up for yourself and take yourself n your child away from this kind of toxic environment where your mental health can suffer more and for your depression again start your treatment to get a good mental, physical, emotional health.
Next Steps
you can book a session with me on practo and then we can discuss your issues in detail to help you further. My best wishes.