Hi
It seems like a psychoatric condition called obsessive compulsive disorder
So get yourself screened and understand these thoughts are not your own they are coming due to a disorder. So dont feel guilty.
Through therapy you can help get over these thoughts.
Consult with me or any psychologist online or in person for therapy and counseling
Make efforts for same.
All the best
Answered2019-12-14 04:40:13
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