I now have realized that throughout my life most of the time i only have spent time thinking about some girl or the other and relationship with them, in dreamlands. And also I have indulged in excess masturbation since i was around 5, which probably drained my vitamins, i fell in depression at 15 without any reason for 1 year. Its now like i have no life outside this. When one of the girls starts maintaining distance from me because of me being cringy, then i feel depressed. Then i try focussing on some other girl with same result. Is this a psychological condition?