Hi, Consult a psychologist for professional help

Your desire for equality is completely valid. Family pressure and body-shaming can severely damage self-esteem, making emotional independence difficult. Building internal strength is key to overcoming this distress.

Hi To me it looks like you’re under a lot of pressure from both your family and the marriage process. Constant criticism, body-shaming, and threats can understandably affect your confidence and make it harder to trust your own decisions. Wanting an equal, respectful relationship is a valid expectation, and you don’t have to give up your values because of your age or external pressure. Since you describe feeling trapped at home but also overwhelmed when living independently, working with a psychologist can help you build emotional independence, strengthen your self-confidence, and develop healthy boundaries while managing anxiety. If the threats at home ever make you feel unsafe, consider reaching out to a trusted friend, relative, or local support service for help. If you want to take online therapy sessions, connect with me on nine two six six seven two six zero six five.

What you are describing sounds emotionally exhausting. Constant pressure, body shaming, and fear of being forced into marriage can affect your confidence and emotional well-being. Being financially independent is a strength, but emotional independence often takes time to develop. You do not have to compromise your core values or settle into a relationship that does not align with your beliefs because of external pressure.

Consult the psychologist

It sounds like you are dealing with two difficult things at once - feeling hurt and pressured at home while also feeling anxious and lonely when you try to create distance. This can make even simple decisions about your future feel overwhelming

I think marriage is not good choice for you.  Living relationship maybe better for you

Dear concerned, you are facing significant emotional pressure and invalidation at home, but it’s important to remember that you have the right to choose a relationship based on mutual respect and equality.

Hi...A clouded mind perceives everything in a negative loop. Try to understand this, you are experiencing a typical approach-avoidance conflict. On one hand you hold close your beliefs (patriarchy) and on the other hand you don't want to be left alone. You are aware of the possibility that this approach might lead you into a bad marriage or loneliness in the long term. You are constantly being made aware of these things by your family and it is all taking a huge toll on your mental health. You want things to change but you are unsure if anything will change or not. Let me tell you that it is a loop in your thought process that is making you believe that there is no end to it. But in real, these are only life challenges that most people overcome with little support, guidance, and an accomodating approach. Marriage is a social institutions and if two people come into a martial relationship, they are choosing to raise a family together. It is not like a typical marriage that is portrayed in movies but it is also not as bad as it is portrayed in news channels/papers. Real marriages exist somewhere in-between and if you choose wisely and do it with a right approach, you will also have a good partner and a family that you raise together. In marriage, men and women seek very different things and it is not always the same. Different people find different things valuable in different phases of their lives. And, if you are able to attend to your insecurities well, you will also be able to find a good partner and raise a healthy family.

I’m sorry that you’re going through this right now. Thank you for sharing your feelings with me. What you’re experiencing sounds emotionally difficult and understandable. Please remember that your feelings are valid, and you don’t have to face this alone. Together, we can explore ways to help you cope and feel more supported.

Hi, thank you for sharing your concerns. It must be emotionally overwhelming for you to deal with family pressure, body shaming, and constant criticism at the same time. As you shared, you have your own expectations about marriage and equality, but not feeling understood or supported by your family can increase stress, anxiety, and self-doubt. It is a positive step that you are financially independent. At the same time, emotional independence also develops gradually with the right support. Body shaming and repeated negative comments can affect self-confidence and mental well-being. You do not have to handle this alone. I would suggest you consult a counselling psychologist who is trained in CBT. Therapy can help you build self-confidence, manage anxiety, set healthy boundaries, and take one step at a time towards the life you want. Take care. Dr Namita Ranjan Counselling Psychologist