Hello. I am sorry about the current situation, I can imagine how difficult it must for you. I can see that you have been dealing with this situation for quite a long time, and you have been dealing with it alone. Since alone, the feelings and emotions about the same is inside you and you may not have been able to share or talk to anybody about it. This is the same reason why your chest is hurting, you are hurt by things which you are suppressing within yourself. The more you tend to suppress them, the more it will hurt you and become intense. We need to start with letting out your feelings as an immediate requirement.

Thanks for sharing your concern As this is long stand problem you need to take the help of Psychologist who can help you to come out of this situation without any  lingering emotional baggages . And understanding your own thoughts feelings and opinion. Take stand for yourself

I know and can understand what you are going through is difficult to deal with.

There must be some unresolved concerns as you mentioned that you are trying for more than 20years. You need to talk out about those hidden concerns to resolve the same in detail.

Hey! It seems like you're having a really tough time! And also feels like you've had these feelings for a long time now. Although I don't know that exact problem, but I do know that there are few things that are under your control. Often during bad times, one forgets to look for a silver lining. Talking to experts here for a solution is one things you have some control over. Maybe if we explore a little more, we could find ways to change things we can and some ways to cope with the situations we can't change.

Hello dear I appreciate your efforts to take help from us, yes I understand you are going through difficult times from a long period.. I think you are feeling distress, anxious, disappointed and other emotional dysfunction. Certain times your parents guidance might had helped you to build a career, get appreciation and recognition, if you look at the positive side, may it could be difficult to accept for you. In which you feel your disturbance is increasing.. Is it that you are focusing on difficulty rather than fruit in your life, Is it that few failures which is pressuring you rather than the success,

I see the anger and Irritation against your parents and their expectations in you could be the reason for your problem.. Probably, if you could talk to a professional person you might be able to get rid of those unnecessary thoughts and feelings.. For a detailed discussion and understanding you can reach me for an online consultation.

Hello. Thank you for sharing your concern. I suggest you to take individual session for the unresolved issues between you and your parents. You should get clarity of exactly what do you want to do in your life.

Thankyou for Sharing, I appreciate that you are aware about your feelings and approaching guidance from professionals, I am assuming that May be you are facing many things at your side, and it's difficult for you to balancing your emotions, however, Try to divert your mind into positivity specially before going to bed, try to make a note of your feelings to understand what are things causing you to get upset, you can also try to do meditation and mindfulness to calm yourself, Self-love is very important, if still it's confusing for you than I suggest you to consult with psychologist to help you better.