I haven't been sleeping well. I am living with a guilt that I am breaking my husband's relation with his parents. I feel it is better that I leave everyone everything n give peace to all. I am misunderstood by everyone for I care too much fot others, put them over me and in going that I guess I suffocate them. I know it's onset of depression as I m from the same profession and the irony is I know everything, I can fix it but I can't use my field of psychology. Second irony is I want to end everything n give happinesd to all those who mattet but then my care n concern doesn't let me end it. I m suffocating n keep crying and weeping .