Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. Just be aware that, medications is only one part of any psychic treatments like depression. In parallel, you need to follow certain non medicine treatment plan like changes in your lifestyle routine, dietary changes, self therapies, excersise along with counseling session to get a complete cure.
If you are not on this, suggest you to consult a Psychologist to identify the suitable solution that you can follow practically to overcome this problem.
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Feel free to reach out to me online through Practo for further detailed evaluation and suitable recommendation. Be positive. You will be alright soon.