Hi there,
Depression is terrible in the sense that it places a filter on your life making everything seem dark and negative.
However it shouldn't be allowed to take over your life or prevent you from doing things you love.
This link may help you.
http://www.thevividmind.org/blog/depression-faq/
You will get better. Best of luck.
Next Steps
Seek help, from a mental health professional. psychiatrist or psychologist.
Health Tips
Do not delay seeking help.