Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. I can understand your suitation and the need to come out of this problem soon.
Medicines are just one part of any psychic treatment to supress your emotions to give temporary relief and sometimes they create side effects like the one you observed.
So it's important to follow certain non medicine treatment plan in parallel like few lifestyle changes, dietary changes, excersise routines, self therapies and obviously having a regular counselling support. Appreciate your interest to restart your treatment with a counseling to identify the your current depression level, symptoms, root cause and suitable solutions.
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Feel free to reach out to me online through Practo for further detailed evaluation and recommendations that you can follow practically to overcome this problem. As I am also an ayurveda wellness counselor, can guide you on the natural weight reduction plan along with your emotional balance. Be positive. You will be alright soon.