Hello, it's nice to see that you understand the fact that you are suffering and seeking help at right time. You think that you are suffering from depression but to confirm your diagnosis we need detail history, once it is confirmed that you are suffering from depression then don't worry, it can be treated easily with with proper counseling and medication. All the best
Next Steps
Consult a psychiatrist nearby or online so that detail discussion and evaluation is done and accordingly treatment can be suggested.
Health Tips
Watch my educational video on depression by which you yourself can confirm if you are suffering from depression. Video is available on my FB page - Jain Neuropsychiatry and De-addiction Clinic.