Either is a good place to start. Which one fits better depends on how severe things are.
A clinical psychologist is a good first step if:
you can still manage daily life, even if it takes a lot of effort, and
youâre not having thoughts of death or self-harm.
Therapy, especially CBT, is very effective for depression of this kind and gets at why you feel stuck and defeated.
See a psychiatrist (or both) if:
youâre struggling to function, like getting out of bed, eating, or working,
your sleep or appetite has changed a lot,
youâre having thoughts of death or self-harm,
youâve had similar episodes before, or
therapy alone hasnât helped.
A psychiatrist can assess whether medication would help alongside therapy. For moderate to severe depression, the combination often works best.
If youâre unsure, start with either one. A good psychologist will refer you to a psychiatrist if needed, and the reverse is also true.
One more thing: you mention pushing yourself every day. When youâre low, pushing harder usually makes you feel more defeated. What helps is setting smaller, achievable goals and treating rest as part of recovery, not as failure.
Next Steps
Book a consultation with a clinical psychologist for an assessment, or with a psychiatrist if any of the second list applies to you. Until then, break work into small tasks and notice each one you complete.