Dear friend,
The value system of which you and everyone is a part is the reason of you current state.
The value system tell what one should be....happy ,successful, kind,religious,spiritual, this that and the other.
So your strife or conflict is because of the battle between what you are and what you should be. May this has taken a toll on you.
The endless journey will have your same mind and your thoughts, you cannot escape them,
The battle must end....and it ends when you accept what you are ...NOW ..
If you enjoy your loneliness then keep enjoying it, Your psychological effort to not to be lonely is the problem. That you should not be lonely is a cultural input which overlooks the individuality of a person.
Do what you love to......stare at the sky endlessly..
Be monetary secured and have courage to live , as life is always now....
Take a counseling session if you must.....But do not deny you as you are!! cheers
Answered2016-06-24 08:20:36
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