Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. It's quite common to have such depression while going through any medical treatment and having a guilty feeling of disturbing family members or you get irritated if they think too much about you. Negativity will try to dominate you and don't decide any hasty decisions with such imbalanced mind. It's better to accept the fact and remain calm and utilize the time for speedy recovery.
You may need a professional guidance of counseling support to overcome such emotional disturbances and Induce positive vibes..
Next Steps
Feel free to go for a online counseling support in such scenario. You may reach me online through Practo app chat for further evaluation and recommendation.
Health Tips
Listen to Louise hay videos on positive affirmation.