Hello,
The description provided by you here is suggestive of a negative emotional state. Such negative emotional state may occur as depression, life circumstance related despondency, anxiety, personality related factors etc. However to conclusively say anything you should seek a consultation with a psychiatrist near you for comprehensive assessment. Some medical problems like
thyroid, anemia, hormonal states etc may also cause such symptoms. Some investigation may be required to exactly understand the condition.
Hope this helps you.
Next Steps
seek a consultation with a psychiatrist near you at the earliest.
Health Tips
in the meantime please talk to your family and or friends about your problems, have a healthy diet, engage in some light physical exercise like walking,/jogging, engage in a pursuit of your choice, and please do not engage in alcohol or other substance.
best wishes for your health and future..