Hello practo user
I can understand the difficult situation that you have been facing since a long time in your life. It seems that the constant comparison since a young adulthood could have been contributing to your low self confidence and fear of making mistakes in your day to day tasks . You can try and practice some assertiveness training by reading or seeing videos for the same . It is important for you to be able to out forward your ideas without having the fear of disappointing others around you . Try and practice deep breathing and meditation on a regular basis to help in your focus . Try and set small achievable realistic goals for your daily tasks and reward yourself after completing them , this will also increase your confidence. It is advisable that you seek help from a clinical psychologist for a better understanding of your case and formulation of a personalized treatment plan through which you can learn positive and healthy coping skills and strategies for the same. You can also reach out to me through the practo app for any further help or guidance.
Next Steps
consult a clinical psychologist
Health Tips
assertive training , deep breathing and meditation ,set small realistic achievable goals and reward yourself