Feeling very depressed and having very bad anxiety and panic attacks. Suicide ideation. Unmotivated to get off bed, or do anything else. Quit my job. Have no friends. Cannot feel positive or good about anything. Don't feel like talking to people, but being alone is equally disturbing, leading to panic attacks. Been happening since more than a month. Cannot let anyone knowing about this. Also cannot afford professional help. Please suggest pills so I can at least get my life started again. Thanks.