Hi, Thanks for reaching out,
Everyone feels sad or worried from time to time. Unpleasant feelings are a normal part of life.
But when sadness and worries interferes with your work, play, and/or relationships, it’s time to take action.
how you think, behave, feel, and relate to other,
Its good to know you are making efforts to push yourself however also try to understand your.
Self talking patterns
If you are constantly criticising ,blaming ( self- blame) , regretting and getting in to over something in the past its very likely to feel unhappy
Next Steps
I would recommend that you see a professional who can help you with CBT and Mindfulness techniques