From here about 1 month or more and since from long time I have a habit of thinking unusual and more sometimes my fellings are so worst that if I see an open wire I think to touch ,if I am riding bike I think to accident ,I thinks to cut my veins but didn't have that much guds to do it I use to feel bored from each and every one I don't trust anyone if one is doing right then in mind I use to think that there must be something that he is doing and all that silly things and a huge more