I've been having suicidal thoughts in my mind. Jst undergone separation vit d persn i loved d most . Its vry hard for me to forgive him and wht he did to me. He's on my mind 24*7. I tried all things to divert my mind but its nw affecting my spiritual and professional life. I see darkness all around me. I hate to sit in light. Its vry difficult to deal vit all dis alone ,nobody is der to understand my situation. Kindly help me out. Pls