Hi, i tell myself everytime i'm about to cry that i'm not depressed. There is this weird feeling inside me, i feel so left out, i feel like my old friends are happier with their new ones, they don't need me anymore, and I feel like they are talking behind my back. Everytime I feel mad about myself, i want to hurt myself. I cutted my wrist last week. It wasnt really deep, it was more like a scratch. But it still has a scar. I hated to see my old picture as a kid because i feel mad about how I gre