you have lot of interest in learning and gaining knowledge but you are not focussed as to which field you should opt for it is very confusing for you for that reason let us know more about yourself and why is it that you are not able to make friends what is the fear which is obstructing you to go out and mingle with people.
Next Steps
you need to consult a psychologist or you can even contact me for counselling
Health Tips
consult a psychiatrist for further assistance