Have been single for long time due to low self esteem issue Turing into commitment anxiety and relationship anxiety issues. When ever there is wedding proposals, anxiety triggers and feel giddy and upset stomach. Not sure if it's gut feeling or commitment anxiety issues. Rejecting proposal 1. I donot think so person can understand me. 2. I donot think person can be good friend 3. I donot feel person can support me emotionally 4. I donot feel he will have interest to commit for long time. 5. I donot think he appropriate me. 6. I might have to outperform in every aspect to keep him commitment or else am not fit for the person. 7. I think will totally screw up relationship. 8. If the person manipulates, abuse or judge me, I wouldn't be able to stand for myself . 9. If person family abuse me, I donot have guts or assertive nature to stand for it. 10. Person might be overly demanding. 11. I or The person deserve better. How to choose partner wisely and trust my decision.