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Hi. This is Dr Kishore First you need to be evaluated for OCD. Ocd has various treatments such as medications, psychotherapy, counseling etc. Treatment advice can be given only after assessing you in detail. We can contact through Practo so that we can talk about the issues amd then I can advice you on the best course of action. All the best.