I am 30 years old male. I am having a 3.3 years kid. We had one abortion 8 months back. After that we are trying to conceive again. But unable to success till now. My wife does not care about it and she is happy in her life. She is not thinking about the past abortion which was induced by us only. She has not guilt for this. But I am in guilt for this. And as the waiting time increasing, it is impacting me a lot. Even though I stop thinking about this, in night I am getting negative dreams related to our conception that we are unable to conceive. Please suggest why all these negative things are coming in my dream? Why I am only suffering where as my wife is happy in her life? Is it due to any physiological issue in me? I am ready to accept the comment from you. Please provide honest comment on this. And how to deal with it as we don't know when we will conceive again as it might take 1 month to any number of month which we don't know. Please help.