Dear Practo user
I understand that it must be difficult for you to get back to driving after having an accident but try it with someone known it would gradually go down.
It seems that the past experience of accident might have been associated with fear of driving the car which might be contributing to low motivation or courage to learn it.
You could consult a clinical psychologist who may explore the fear issues & suggest techniques for the same.
Next Steps
Consult a Clinical Psychologist
Health Tips
Observing the barriers to learn car, asking parent/friend to assist short distance driving sessions, being physically active, relaxation techniques like deep breathing and meditation might be helpful.