While growing up, this situation can be very common among children. It is something called as childhood sexual exploration. While some children may grow up and realized it, others may live in the trauma for years together. If you want, you could read up articles on the internet- Google search childhood sexual exploration. There are a lot of stories that people have written and how they overcame their thoughts about the issue as they grow up. If this doesn't help, feel free to contact me on Practo or see a psychiatrist in person.

It's OK.. We do lot of things as kids we are immature. Nothing to feel bad about still if u need to provide it a closure write your experience daily and tear and throw the paper then writ eposotive affirmation on a fresh page I believe you should discuss your concerns in detail with a mental health professional to gain an insight about nature of problem and ways to overcome it through psychotheraputic techniques Consult with me or any psychologist for therapy and counseling Connect with me through practo Follow my Facebook page "juhi parashar -psychotherapist " for mental health issues All the best Seek help for early recovery

Hi Feeling guilty for events that has happened in the past is a warning sign for depression, plz consult a psychiatrist or call online.

It is normal to be inquisitive at that age. It has stopped. Please try to live in the present. In case it is an obsessional thought then you may benefit with treatment.

Consult a psychiatrist for detailed consultation and diagnosis.